What a crazy 4 months it’s been. I’ve been on my gamer juice, as I like to call it, and I’m continually feeling better. Obviously, a good thing. Since I’ve been feeling better, I’ve been wanting to do things and I’ve started out in recording my game plays and figuring out if I’d like to do something like streaming. I got to admit, I’m completely into it. Not only that, I’m pretty decent at it too, but I just need more practice. So I’m really not sure how things are going to turn out, but I’m feeling better and that’s the most important thing.
Money. It’s a very touchy subject with everyone, but I realize that I need to start making it if I want what I want in life. That said, going to be thinking if I want to do recordings, streaming, skits, Japanese and mixing any of those together. So yeah, got a lot to figure out, but I think I want to make money in one of those ways.
So that’s about it. I’m feeling better, need more time, but in that time I’m going to experiment things and just try to do stuff and see if anything turns up. However, right now it’s more for practice and figuring out if I enjoy it. I always kinda knew I was going to do entertainment, but never really sure what kind. So, I hope to have this fleshed out within a month or so and so I can finally start getting my life together… However, I know for me to feel like my complete normal self, I’m looking at the very least another 6 months.
I’m feeling better, I feel like making stuff, I’m enjoying my gaming time and life a bit more. Hopefully things keep turning up and I can finally get out of this depression and anxiety after way too many years.